Help, Im afraid and can't sleep :X?

It is very late in the night in my country, im supposed to be sleeping by now, but I can't the reason is that I spent an hour today surfing in the most bizarre and mindblowing blog I coild ever have imagined. It is a nightmare altogether, i don't know why i continued viewing it beyond the first page. Everytime i try to close my eyes a shivering fright chills my whole body, I imagine incoherent scary things and shapes, and odd images and situatons. Im just a teen, I never imagined there were such a pervert mind in this world to create such an ominous site. I am afraid!!!!! Tell me some kind words to calm me down. I dont want to sleep, i cant. I imagine thinngs, horrible things. Help me. My mind is just shattered. Help me making it up again :X I'll tell you the name of the sick site i dont know how I stumbled across with, but dont check it if you want, it's the most disturbing thing ever. i feel gulty, dirty, afraid, quirk, odd, out-of-myself. I cant tell anyone :x the site is called milkytreasures and it has just blowed my mind i dont know for how long. It has damaged it